My fingers itch.
Every time I get near a computer or a paper and pen I think of something else to write, something else to release. I’m always itching to write.
I can’t explain how freeing it is for me to write my thoughts into words. Yesterday, while driving home from school so many thoughts were blazing through my mind. God was with me in the car. We were talking and I was in amazement over His love for me and would suddenly burst out in song. It got to a point where I couldn’t even process what was going on in my head anymore. So I took a detour to the nearest computer, which was at the public library, sat down and began to write. I was that crazy girl, with headphones in her ears, crying, and writing at 7:45pm in the library. It was beautiful.
After I finished, I started to head back home, in complete surrender, went straight up to my room and continued to write. I locked my door, put on my glasses, brewed some tea, and started to make sense of what was going through my mind. The music swelled and God guided my hands. Words flew through my fingers like lightning. This is why the last three posts were all on the same day. And of course, because I am an emotional being, there were tears. By the end of the night I was absolutely speechless, in awe of my King. And I was still itching.
I’m telling you this because I want you to understand the love I have for you and for writing. I can’t explain the feeling I get when I write but I can tell you its happening right now as I write this. I pray earnestly for you everyday. My number one goal in this is to bring glory to Yahweh. I hope that in all I do you can see more clearly the sovereign face of God and that you may be able to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge.
So for those of you who are first timers or for my faithful readers (if I have any lol) this is why I do this. This is why I write and will continue to write.
My fingers are still itching.