To be honest, I lived in regret for the next day or two wondering, “What if?” When I decided to leave regret, I was freed from it. But as soon as I decided to redeem the next step and work on my confidence, I grew from it.
That moment was when those cute butterflies became lead weights in my stomach and I froze. I would prefer to say I blackout and vaguely remember what happened next but I would be lying. I remember everything exactly.
Stunned, and not wanting to alert my classmates of the internal crisis I was now experiencing, I gritted my teeth and pulled out the hair right there. Needless to say, I wasn’t prepared, immediately thought I was the only girl who experienced this, and walked to my dorm mourning my face because, of course, this meant I would need to reconsider my career path as a soon to be bearded lady (which never happened).
I spent two years crushing on a guy I thought was perfect.
No, the title is not click bait. This actually happened.
There is so much I wish you knew back then. But then again I’m not sure you wold have been ready for it. I want you to know first and foremost that when you scoured over books about teen dating you shouldn’t skip the part where it says a relationship with God trumps anything with […]
A couple of important people that you should know about… My Dad My Mom My Sister Vastille My Brother Greg My Brother Junior My Cousins (minus Cyndie and Valerie) As far as my UCF family goes… p.s. I’ve decided I dont like the term “best friend” because technically I consider all of you best friends, […]
Hey! Welcome to Face to Face, a blog about my journey through life and God’s amazing goodness. A little about me; I’m awkward, love basketball, and have this crazy relationship with God. I’ve been blogging on facebook for a while so i figured i might as well make it official. The last four posts where the most […]