Scattered Thoughts

I have never been in love.

Not love like I have for my Creator or for family and friends, but love that is reserved for one man and one woman. What is it like? I find it very difficult to enter into the feeling of love. My knowledge is limited by my experience. I love my God, but is this love that I feel so deeply for him only a pale imitation of some great potential to love him more? How will I know? They say love for another is the strongest bond we have on this earth and the most like God’s relationship with us; the power behind such a love can only be celestial. I long to know what that’s like

You say you know what love is. I highly doubt that. You go from girl to girl stealing pieces of their souls. Taking their vulnerability and leaving behind a hard rock of bitterness. One after another you cast a spell on each one, poisoning their hearts and minds with talk of love and promises of a future that have yet to come through. How do you claim to know love and act as if it’s a fluttering hummingbird passing from one flower to the next? If you looked love in the eye would you know it? Or would logic and passing feelings cloud your judgment?

Love

Such a mystifying concept in the hands of men

Which prompts me to wonder,

Will I ever know love when I see it?

Or have you forgotten what it looks like?